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When I was 16 years old I got pregnant, which was obviously my first time. There was a man I fell in love with that was 21 years old, but age never bothered one of us. I stopped having my period around January 26th, when I started having suspicions. I was in so much denial at the time, and I was thinking that I would not get pregnant, even though we weren't using protection at all. In late Febuary I noticed I was always sleeping and feeling sick. I was not only having morning sickness I was also feeling it at night. I still did not end up taking a pregnancy test because I already knew the story behind the situation. I told my boyfriend and we ended up waiting and waiting all the way till June. While I was trying to give my mom all kinds of hints that I was pregnant she thought that it would be the last thing that would have happened to me, after my best friend giving birth to a baby girl, that was also 16,  was an example of what can happen right in front of my eyes. Until the day she realized I was getting bigger and bigger and decided to go and get me a pregnancy test. That day I felt ashamed and guilty, but the situation made me love the child that was inside me even more. At 5 months pregnant, I was soo attatched, and thought I would never let go. My dad was really strict and said either I get an abortion, or I am out of the house, and can go live out on the street if I have to. The next day we went to the Womens and Childrens Hospital, when I saw my child on ultrasound for the first time. He was already so big and formed that I was in shock, I was having a little boy.  They told me I had 2 weeks left to do something about the situation if I was going to have an abortion. At that time the only thing that was on my mind was what I can do to keep it. I felt a lot of kicks and my bond with my lil boy was getting stronger and stronger. That was a life in there, a completely formed and developed child of not only me but my boyfriend who I was in love with. A couple of days after that I realized! I had no choice. Where would I live?....What will I do?...I thought I had absolutely no choice. We went to the clinic on June 28th when they started my procedure, by first dilating me when I was on my 22nd week. That first day I was okay, until the second when I found out what the injection was for that they put in my stomach. The saline that made my baby suffer in torture and pain, which was basically poison. June 29th was the last day I felt it kick for about 30 min. as I felt it suffer and slowly die. On the last day of the procedure, when we came to the clinic I was feeling not only sweaty, but nervous and guilty for what I was doing. I knew this was not MY choice, but my DAD'S, when the doctor layed me down on the bed I asked him if I can do anything about the situation now, when he simply told it was too late and I should've thought about this before. When I woke up after the procedure I felt empty inside me, depressed, and regretful. I never wanted to do this in the first place. Now about a month has passed and I will never forgive my dad for taking the situation in his hands like he did, and forgive myself for simply getting the procedure done. This was my angel, my heart, my soul, and my lil boy, which was the beginning to a new me, and I never got to see him smile, see who he looked like, see who he would've been in the future, and the pain will never go away. This was my lil miracle but I might've said good bye that day, but he is in a place in heaven simply waiting for me on Jesus' lap. When its my time to go I will never say good bye again. You are my everything sweet love, and mommy and daddy love you more than anything they own. You will forever be remembered. Now for the girls that wanna have abortions PLEASE THINK TWICE, MAKE SURE ITS WHAT YOU WANNA DO, NOT SOMEBODY PRESSURING YOU.