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God's
Beloved Girl
When I was 18-19 years of age, I got pregnant by a first night stand guy, brother of my friend whom for God's will is now my husband of 15 years. By that time I didn't love him at all, and I went to bed with him because I used to suffer sexual harrasment from my stepfather. I remember that I was desperate to find somebody that wanted me so bad, so I didn't have to carry a trauma of being sexually abused by the same man that used to lay down with my mom. When I founded out that I was pregnant I didn't want a baby from a man that I didn't even love. But after seing my husband responsability, I felt bad because I was likely to have the support of him. But at the beginning, without he knowing about it, I used to take any kind of drug pill (I don't even remember what it was) wishing the baby to die. But like I said before after seen my husband support I stopped taking those drugs and other things that I did to provoke the abortion. I started to go to the doctor and every thing was okay. When I was like 4-5 months of pregnancy I started to get sick. I got anemia, high blood pressure problems, I got a parasite (a worm) that was eating all the baby nutrients, kidneys infection and I even got bitten by a scorpion. At my seven month of pregnancy I got pain as those when the baby is coming out. I got sent back home three times. Finally the last time they prepared me to deliver the baby. When the baby got out I was told that he was dead. I couldn't even cry. I felt guilty because I thought that he was dead because of me. That happened 15 years ago. At the beginning I used to cry very often and blamed my self. But right now, I felt better because I know that God had forgiven me. Right now I understand that was God's will, because alot of people had to leave their kids for years and missed the most important part of their child's life. I do know that God didn't want him and me to suffer that way. I do know that my baby went with him and since then he is in a good place. I don't feel guilty any more but I have to admit that I have missed him since then and I am waiting for the time to go and see him again. I do have a second son, 12 years old, and is hard for me because he want a brother or sister, but I can't get pregnant, and I just think about my first baby; I just said to myself: "If only he could be alive and make companion to his younger brother" I do know that God make the difference in people life and he had been helping me to cope with this issue in my life. |
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